...the one time you don't check...

I killed my best friend... He was asleep in my down comforter.. my dog had peed on.. I was so angry with my dog I just balled up the blankets and put them in the wash... ...He was almost 5... I miss him.. and I feel terrible.. I ALWAYS checked for him... and I feel like I got away with murder... I don't think I could ever have another ferret again...