So So Sorry !!! It saddens me every time I read of a lost life. I too have taken in 3 ferrets Fluffy my 1st, then Bandie & Zoie. I have two I had bought myself -- Trouble Bubble (who lives up to her name) & BoBo (who's just that a big Boob). I love each one of them so much. Each one has a very special way of getting into your heart. Losing Fluffy & Bandie hurt so much. But every time I hear of someone like yourself & your loss I look at mine & tell them each how much I love them. You know I think they really understand it. Scary, but warming none the less. Hope you find yourself with another sweet baby who needs your love & one to give you love. Love JC